Well, Its been a long time since I wrote anything in here . One has been busy
getting things back in order, The hurricanes did cause havoc. There were my
nephews graduations and my moms passing to contend with and just this past
month my sisters marriage.


All in all the passing of life and change. Ive removed a number of my posts
on the web, they don't seem to be leading anywhere. Im resigned to selling
my home as property taxes and insurances here have become prohibitive. So
the house as is in the case of the Estate is up for sale. I have to seek a
new home which in all likelihood will be in the Daytona Beach area where Ill be
able to practice Realty amongst other things.


My car was also damaged in the Hurricanes and Ive not replaced it, making my
life more complicated requiring car rentals everytime I need to do something
of merit. Healthwise MRI's indicated that the C1 thru C7 in my neck are
deteriorating causing a pinched nerve which is affecting my right leg and arm.
Joys of getting old...Still day by day one moves on. I always have hope Ill find
that special someone, Im just not looking that hard any more.


The world is turned upside down, everyone is armed to the teeth treatening one
another while people struggle to move on with their lives with less money, higher
prices for basics from gasoline to food. Its really bad for some folks. For several
years Ive been helping Military Families in need through 
my website These folks are really suffering, I just wish I could do more, even
for the aging population. I guess I named myself quite aptly as Lonelybear because
I have literally been in my cave the past couple of years with very little contact.
Not feeling sorry for myself folks just pondering the future. Ive been seeing
relatives drop like flies around me, happens when you come from a large family.
Ive been putting my house in order, life insurance in place and making my final
arrangements as well just to have it all done.


I sincerely would hope life will get better and there is sunshine in the autum
of my years but I have to tell you. Havent been very chipper of late. Everyone
I hear from is having difficulties, Im a good listener but must everyone come to
me with their problems? Leaves me with no one to unload on my own problems. Oh
well such is life huh?


The year is half over, we are back in hurricane season. The last one was no fun
I was in the house when the roof caved in and then almost a year to reconstruct
the house in and out. This time I have a generator, gas supply and all the needed
survival items. But I keep thinking in the back of my mind the house has to be sold
and I have to get a new place to live. I can't believe how much stuff I actually
have. After having to deal with my folks "stuff" I see my own in a different light.


Well I sure don't mean to make this a lament. Life goes on, the sun is out and
another day is upon us. Its what we do with it that matters. I keep working on
my projects and hope for the best. I trust you all will too, life is too short
to be lamenting and worrying about every little thing. We have to grab at every
chance of some happiness as often as we can , so do so.


In anyevent I wish everyone the best and much health and happiness.

Life indeed is a bit harder these days. But I have to make do somehow. But Ive got to tell ya its been hell of late and being all alone is no fun either. Well thats it for now.

Hugs to you all,

LonelyBear

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