| Diary - 2001 |
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| Diary - 2001 |
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05/04/00
Well last week was kind of nice, I was invited by two new residents to the area moving here from NY to a 5 guy get together. Harvey did get a workout and it was fun and entretaining for me. Also a young friend (21) was bye tuesday night and we had a great time. He sucked Harvey and demanded my full attention. Irrespective it was a very enjoyable evenning.
Lets say my sex life lately has improved but my finances are still in a funk and Im hurting somewhat. If anyone knows of an internet job I could do, do contact me. Im tired fo being turned down for jobs because Im older or I happen to have too much expertise. Christ its rediculous. My project Im working on is moving right along but it wont pay off for another year. Meanwhile maintaining itr, myself is a big strain with no real income. Oh well, back to the salt mines to see if I can get something constructive in here. Suggestions welcome.
04/14/00
Tax day, fortunately for me. I did so little last year Uncle sam refunded me some money, enough to take care of some bills. But I still need some steady income I can rely on. Love life wise things are looking up, I have 8 guys. Can you believe it 8 guys wanting to be part of my life and bod. Awesome. Maybe things will improve after all.
04/06/00
Well a week or so ago I had the pleasure of entretaining a visiting salesman. He was 29 y/o and a bottom. We had a very pleasant time and plan on getting together on other monthly visits to the area. I also met JJ who is an international rep, he 35 and again made the evenning most enjoyable. Still these guys are really nice and all but don't want relationships. So Im still alone and longing. On the job front I keep getting turndowns, its really exasperating. My web e commerce site is very slow in getting going. Hopefully it will pick up. You can visit that new site and give me some feedback. Well thats all there is for now. Mot much has changed a couple of cool days which has been most welcomed but other than that live goes on. Hope your day and week was a winner.
03/13/00
Hope everyone had a great St. Patty Day. Last week I interviewed for another firm I was actually told by the CEO that they would like another interview as they were interested. This morning I got an e-mail advising I was not considered but if they went international Id be first choice. GREAT, doesnt do shit for me now and I wouldnt work for a lying CEO in the first place. Im fairly pissed.
On the other front some nice guys have written BUT "I AM STILL ALONE AND HORNEY" Why is it everyone writes such nice things or likes to play with Harvey but no one will live with me and be part of my life. Shit, Im so tired of being alone and broke now.
03/04/00
The last couple fo weeks have had their good pleasurable days and ones of disappointment. One job I accepted and lasted one day turned out to be a boiler room telemarketing scheme which I was glad to get out of. This tuesday there is a very potential op which I hope pans out with a multi media networking firm.
My Venezuelan friend surprised me last sunday for a quickie which was great and I also met during the week a Brazilian that was very over sexed ;-) . It too was way pleasurable. Aside from that life is at a stand still no roomate, no change. Im working on my wholesale project and need to re register my pages so people visit my site. Im missing my nephews wedding the 11th because my car is having transmission problems and I dont dare drive it that far. Im rather sad at not being able to attend but such is life.
Thbere is one person Im in contact with in Atlanta that seems very compatible, is into computers, has nice looks and actually likes me. We shall see where it leads. I know many of you have written me, wished me well and even contemplated the what if. But I have not been very forth coming which is due to my stressed out situation. Im trying to remedy that and get back on track again so I can be myself.
Got a new digital camera but doesnt take self pics, (the camera was an incentive by my new ISP for the move to their web hosting) If I get someone into it Ill have them take some new pics. Also Im down to on slow pc which means I cant even have my vid cam working , sorry guys. MAybe once Im work9ing again I can spring for a new faster PC. Hope so.
Well its March, lets see what it brings. Hope to hear from some of ya even if its just to say hi, later
02/19/00
Still nothing guys, things are tight. Several of you have written and Ive not been very receptive . I must admit Im very comcerned about finances at the moment Ill get back to soon. Thanks.
02/09/00
Well I did have a good job offer but the firm has this thing about running credit checks (for a sales job mind you) and considering my financial situation of the past year or so, it was horrible so no job because of my finances can you believe it. Here I am qualified to do the job which has nothing to do with finances and they turn me down because of my present financial condition. Well, looks like Ill have to go for Insurance Sales nothing I despise more but I have to exist if nothing else.
Can't say Ive been having fun, my bills are overdue and Im sweating bullets making it from one day to the next. Friday I have an interview with an insurance firm we shall see, Ill have to get a license as well.....Not much new here there has been a cold snap which hopefully will end in a day or so. Other than that Im down to one PC my other reliable crashed and burned.
Life goes on. Hopefully for the better.
02/02/00
Well a breadth of fresh air today, a friend I havent seen in 6 years was bye, we had lunch and chatted a bit. He now has a long term love in his life and lives on the other coast. It was really nice seeing him and spending a pleasant time.
I spent another sleepless night. This time I created a wholesale site . I can get some 3,500 odd products of all kinds at way below wholesale pricing which I can wholesale to retailers and still make a profit. So I created the site for that expressed purpose. If you know anyone that wants to sell items at a profit, or have gift shops, stores etc etc. Looking for sources of products to sell which they can get at low prices. Have them contact me ASAP. Just a few orders will get me back on my feet and moving on up.
As for my personal financial status, its too depressing to relate, so Ill spare you that. My pages have been paid for 2 years, so my web sites will be up even if I dont have a roof over my head. Let's hope for a better tomorrow.
01/18/00
Well Ive sent a lot of resumes out again and nothing. Still no roomate and no solutions. Things just don't look good. I can try and keep smiling but my life is shit! A dose of realism
01/12/2000
Finally the site is back up but I lost a lot of materials, pages etc. Ill do with what I can salvage. Financially things are still rough, hopefully having the site back up will bring in some revenues to help. I appreciate the few people that did support the site though they were few and far in between.
Still hope to find that special guy, anyway one can't give up hope. Tomorrow is always another day with hope and expectations.
01/01/2000
Well, the first thing I would like to do is wish you all a happy and prosperous New Year!. 2000 is a new era with new beginnings and hope. Its represented by the color blue which is warm , encompassing and permeates the globe in its blue skies on this blue marble we all share . Thus, I start the year full of hope, with great expectations and a renewed desire to succeed.
We have moved to a new ISP, the service is paid for a full two years in advance and we have control and assurances of no surprise download excess fees our former ISP was so famous for. Of course, the $383.04 was a loan from a friend so I must insure he is repaid for making it possible to bring you our site. So please donate, patronize our sponsors or alert us to methods of increasing our cash intake.
You will note I have removed a number of the prior sponsor links, this has been done because in a years time we never received a thin dime from them so we see no point in maintaining their links. We will Only keep those links that have honored their agreements and paid us regularly. Since we are kind of cleanning house here, we would welcome your comments of how we can improve or change our site to serve your tastes.
1. Create a truly valid income producing enterprise as I can't seem to get anyone to provide me or approve of me with a decent job. I am either overqualified or too old. I have had enough of this.
2. I now weigh 257 lbs. I would like to lose 90lbs and will start working out everyday to improve my body weight. If anyone out there wants to be my personal trainer. Come forth. I will post my progress pictorially.
3. Inspite of my desire for a mate, partner, buddy. I have had well over 100+ new friends most of whom live too distant or are in other countries with very kind or good intentions. But alas, im still alone and full of hope for this year.
4. I plan to restart the Global Men of The World site with some young men that are exhibitionists at heart and truly willing to commit to a on-line schedule.
5. I would like to see an upgrade in my equipment this year. The need is for two high speed pcs, 2 vidcams and a laptop. Purpose is to make my place more webcam accessible from computers that will be able to run the programs more effectively. Current machines are too old 486/33 for whats required.
6. I'd like to get a vid cam willing and compatible roomate, or two young guys to share my place willing to be on cam as well.
7. The main resolution I hope to keep is to refrain from being so verbose and pleading for support and donations. I know its a complete turn off for people. I will provide click throughs I hope are of interest and entretaining to you that will hopefully provide indirectly revenue support.
8. And lastly. I will do my best not to take personally the old guy comments and barbs thrown at me by younger men or individuals that simply do not like me, my effort , site or present corpulence.
So there you have it. Im very hopeful this will be a much better year with new beginnings, opportunities and friends to be enjoyed.
